non-violent violent outbursts

so yeah- haven't posted in a while- big fat deal- not a major blogger anyway.... not like I have a fanbase here- a lil' on ff.net- but blah

what with the suckie economy I find myself jobless- have been as such for the last two months... and i try yet another pointless online application- to find not a one of these things likes to accept my resume in the application- they have a spot where it asks me to upload my resume- and the first one I try- I find I have to reformat my resume from 07's docx to o3's doc, figured I'd get back to that one since I didn't have the programs to do so on the computer I was on at the time- this other one- I already had it as a doc- and it specificially says it takes microsoft word, txt or html... so I try it as doc first, and it won't accept the file, try the docx no... convert to single page webpage- no- try to just flat html it- and of course word tacks on useless files that i can't send, and the file refuses to stay put without them.... my god I want to find the webmasters who made these forms and slap them upside the head...

and speaking of righteous fury... my uncle managed to find a new way to piss me off... as I'm gathering shit in my room so I can move it out of the way and vacuum, he comes up to me in his self-important voice and tells me "he doesn't want to start a fight but he wants to tell me 'he's not fooled' and if I really wanted a job I'd have one by now" and I sit there restraining myself from his throat....
two fucking months, my credit card company is calling me daily- I at least got my student loans to back off until december... but credit card company is really antaganizing me which doesn't earn them an iota of sympathy from me- can't draw blood from a turnip or money from the broke...

my ass I haven't tried.... fucking hell- I even degraded myseld enough to go back to jack in the box- and I quit them just before they managed to officially become the worst Jack in the Box in the Nation.... and even those fuckers won't give me a straight awnser- oh the manager acts so enthused like he wants to hire me- but I keep going back three days straight to ask him if he's even fucking bothered to look up if he CAN hire me back because I quit with less than two weeks notice last time and the prior manager might have tacked on no hire status... finally after three days he tells someone else to tell me he might call back in a week or so....

the only place i haven't tried is WalMart and that's because I have ethical disagreements with thier employment methods- all part time- and absolutly no overtime even if it's actually needed... they will negate breaks before they give you overtime.... fuckers...